The Magic can't be dead.

So I've been gone for a long long time. Going to college (I got past all that self-describing stuff) is an experience that has changed me much more than I thought it would.

I never used to look at people and imagine myself knowing them as a significant other would. It's such an odd thing, because I know that many many others almost always are scouting. But I really never have. And I suppose one person has caught my eye.

It's creepy as fuck, because I literally watch him from afar. I'm too awkward to say "Hello," because I don't know what to say after "Hi."

I guess that I'll just vent it all here.

He's beautiful; he has such grace. He seems quiet, thoughtful. He has a sweet smile.

DJgkal God. I wish I was socially proficient.