Maybe it's not what you think.

Existentialism is what makes me feel at home.

As depressed as I get over this world, I love it with all my heart. I care enough to get this upset, and to feel so deeply for the things that happen therein.

Yes, I may have problems trusting people and such, but, really.. I love watching them. I love seeing how they grow and change, and I really love seeing how good they are deep down.


Even if I focus on all those negative things.. I only wish they weren't there. It's not that everything is bad, per se, it's that they could be better.

And when I find these things I identify with, I feel so at peace.



In complexity, in introspection, and in meaning.. These are the things that make me feel as if I really belong.

Humanity..

It exists in games, music, graphic novels, comics, movies.. art..

everything

I just feel so alive

I feel like I just fell in love.