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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Quote, unquote.

Because I like sharing them.


"Was I picking souls as if I were picking flowers?"
~Valkyrie, Valkyrie Profile

"People are capable of kindness beyond angels, yet we also commit sins that would put a demon to shame."
~SomeNPCon, FFXI

"Oh my, I thought a shooting star had crossed my vision for a moment there.
I believe I just made a wish on your badge, madame.
It comes from the Near East, you say?
Such a captivating shine it has.
I wonder if the stars in that nation burn as brightly as they do here? Perhaps I shall go and see for myself..."
~Bertenont in Sand'oria, FFXI

"Congrats on finishing the game. Now get a life!!"
~Programmer's ending, Chrono Trigger

"Fate has no forgiveness for those who dare stand against it."
~Game Over, Chrono Cross

"They all look the same. Let's start hitting some buttons."
~Bart, Xenogears

"Master, sir, did you just see my MAD SKILLZ?"
~Hammer, Xenogears

"Under total surveillance there is no need to bear the price of maintaining one's identity. They simply live under the delusion of being an individual. What could be easier? It's much easier to be given a place to belong than to make one for yourself. Childish ideals pale when placed before reality."
~Citan, Xenogears

Viktor:"By the great Lion on our flag!"
Apple: "That thing is a lion?"
~Suikoden II

"Forests precede civilizations, deserts follow them."
~Francois-Auguste-Rene de Chauteaubriand (God that is a long name)

I did it because they told me to...

Do you people not have minds of your own?

Is the unquestionable power of authority that absolute?

This is why millions of horrible things happen. This is the excuse behind thousands of shocking and disappointing stories.

Psfakdjs. I can't write anymore; there's something wrong with me.

The muse has left me.

And therefore, I write this only to have written something, because I haven't. I write it only to let the theoretical "you" know. If there is anyone reading this, I am speaking directly to you.

Think. Do as you think. Not what "they" tell you to. Not what "he" does, or "she."

It doesn't really exist, you know.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

I wish it could be different.

I wish I were brilliant, like so many other people are.

I just wish I could inspire people, and make them see something different, make them think in a way they haven't before.

But I guess my only real link to this is this blag.

I guess most of the time I've been burying myself in other things.

How can I change anything if I'm too absorbed in a different world?

Usually the things that make me really feel something are suggested by other people.

Thank you.

I think I'll post those things in a separate entry, mostly for my own reference sometimes.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Are they really interruptions?

Life can seem surreal sometimes, and sometimes it adds a nice effect to things. I guess if your memories look like an oil painting, it can make things quite confusing when you have to think about whether it was real or not..

But is separation of oneself from reality a good or bad thing?

I wonder, what is it that makes us lose our humanity.

Is it losing our dreams? Are they really that childish? Does "harsh reality" in it's purest form kill us as humans? I wonder, is that why those who have seen war can come back cold and callous?

Do they just lose their dreams, do they shut them away? And others.. who come back scarred and broken, .. I wonder if they just couldn't handle the contrast between their dreams and the reality of it all.

I wonder..

Why do dreams make us so weak?

If dreams are really what link us to one another, and they are what make us "weak"....


Humanity is weak, therefore, is it not?

Yes. It makes sense.

Emotions are weak. Compassion is weak.....


I don't care if it is. If something happens to me because of my flaw, so be it.

My humanity makes up who I am...


I can't just leave that behind...

And I would not exist without it

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Dungeon City Sprawler

I've spent my entire life watching people like you

I know exactly how to crush you when the time is right. I know just how to destroy you, tear you apart.

I know exactly what to say

intriuge you

crush you, in jaws

I am plotting, and sinister, but oh so innocent

Filled with insensitive rage and disgust at the monotony of your lives

And I'll make it so you won't remember my face

But you'll remember the little black ring I wore


and i seemed ethreal to you

Did I now?


Something otherworldly
not quite of your race
A wanderer in these city streets


Dear, come closer
I feel like I've met you before
~DCS




(Fucking blogger won't let me space properly, so some of the effect is lost.)

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Is this how it ends?

This entire patchwork of memories and experiences

This is how it ends?

Pathetically, alone, and forgotten

Faded away in the minds of those who might have remembered?

What worth is it, then

What does it matter how complex all of it is

If it can be so easily extinguished?

Monday, March 3, 2008

Maybe it's not what you think.

Existentialism is what makes me feel at home.

As depressed as I get over this world, I love it with all my heart. I care enough to get this upset, and to feel so deeply for the things that happen therein.

Yes, I may have problems trusting people and such, but, really.. I love watching them. I love seeing how they grow and change, and I really love seeing how good they are deep down.


Even if I focus on all those negative things.. I only wish they weren't there. It's not that everything is bad, per se, it's that they could be better.

And when I find these things I identify with, I feel so at peace.



In complexity, in introspection, and in meaning.. These are the things that make me feel as if I really belong.

Humanity..

It exists in games, music, graphic novels, comics, movies.. art..

everything

I just feel so alive

I feel like I just fell in love.