Who am...

Whew. I wonder what it is that makes a person feel lonely.

I really hate how angsty I am lately.

It's really not that abnormal for me to be introspective, you know. But something in me has become more... simple, I guess. For lack of better words, I have regressed into a state of ... lesser maturity, let's say.

I've been giddy, easily amused, and somewhat stupid.

I mean, I can be that way anyway, but it's different now.

I really want to figure it out.

The cognitive dissonance results from all these extra behaviors, as well. I act so strong and happy and gidddy, and I feel that way too

But then later on, how different I am! Quam serena! But then, who am I really? It's that question that's raised naturally, you know..

Am I really this strong, or is it a facade? Am I really so deep, so enduring among others?

I'd really like to think so, but for certain reasons that shall be my own only, I know I am far from strong. I can only be strong enough to help those around me who need it, until I'm by myself.

Ahh, the most common question among us, "Who am I?"

Who are you?

Are you like me? Do you think like me?

Are you realistic, human, weak?

Aren't we all..

But don't we hide it much too often..

In jokes, in laughter, in materials...

But am I really giddy? Am I really happy when I forget?

Is forgetting what it takes to make someone happy?

Is that why you forgot me..